Lord, thank You for all the blessings You continue to shower upon me. Despite all the mistakes I have made, You are ready to enlighten me with Your words. You are the only one that has never left my side through good and bad times. When I stumble down, You never fail to let me hold Your lending hand to be able to stand again. Lord, I believe in You and You continue to believe in me; accepting all my flaws, You hold me tight and feel strong again. I will continue to give praise to Your name through the times of struggles and victories.
[The Golden Rose symbolizes God’s mercy]
Yesterday was the saddest day of my year because I know I had lost a very great friend of mine. I missed him so much, and I know it was not a communal feeling I had with my other friends because, sure I can say without any doudt he was the best-est friend I could have had forever, however, I lost him. I wish he would come back. I was very happy then, but now when he decided to leave, my world suddenly crushed. My God, I am really sorry!!! This is such a hard fall and now I completely understand where I stood before when I still had him. He didn’t lost anything, I lost everything. How I wish I could turn back time and undo everything that made him sad because of me. I miss texting him, being with him even just for a short time, and most of all his ‘kakulitan.’
I want you back my ‘stranger guy.’
Even when he wouldn’t say it to me, I know he’s already saying goodbye and the hardest of it all was not knowing the reason for this awful separation.
Goodbye without reason was the most difficult; it’s very unbearable. It has hit me badly.
I hate this bitter farewell.
What was your:
1. Last beverage: water
2. Last phone call: avery
3. Last text message: erwin
4. Last song you listened to: (i dont know the title of the song because it was my parents’ cd playing :)))
5. Last time you cried: forgot
Have you ever:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: yes :(
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: never will i forget and regret my first and only kiss :-* :-* <3 <3
9. Lost someone special: no
10. Been depressed: maybe??
11. Been drunk and threw up: yes hahaha!
List 3 favorite colors:
12. black
13. red
14. soft pink
This year have you:
15. Made a new friend: of course!
16. Fallen out of love: no
17. Laughed until you cried: of course, especially with friends :D :D
18. Met someone who changed you: absolutely!! :D
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list: yes (my only one <3)
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: almost all
23. How many kids do you want: 6 hahaha! (i want a big happy fam! but let’s see in the future!)
24. Do you have any pets: yes, my baby Amber :)
25. Do you want to change your name: no, i love my name!! esp. its meaning :)
26. What did you do for your last birthday:watched legally blonde the musical at meralco theater and eclipse with friends!!
27. What time did you wake up today: 11:30am :) (pagbigyan it’s my sem-break!)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: chatting, i guess
30. Last time you saw your Mother:in her room, i brought Amber in with her :))
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: stop my pessimism, that’s the only one i could think of right now
32. What are you listening to right now: nothing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i dont even have a friend named Tom
34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now: secret >:)))
35. Most visited webpage: facebook
36. Whats your real name:Astrid Samia Capanzana
37. Nicknames: chid, chiddee, chiddypu, tarpee, miranda
38. Relationship Status: single but mingling :))))
39. Zodiac sign:cancer
40. Male or female:female
41. Primary School: stella maris college
42. High School: stella maris college
43. College: miriam college
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: long hair?
46. Height: 5’3”
47. Do you have a crush on someone:yes, i guess, im not sure hahaha! (im always like that)
48: What do you like about yourself: full of love :)
49. Piercings: only in my ears
50. Tattoos: i had a henna before - butterfly
51. Righty or lefty: righty
Firsts:
52. First surgery:when i was a baby, i had my 9 cysts removed from my eye
53. First piercing: ears only, but i want to have on my belly!!! :)
54. First best friend: i think it was Andrea back from kindergarten years
55. First sport you joined: ballet (is that a sport??)
56. First vacation: dont know
58. First pair of trainers:ice skating
Right now:
59. Eating: not anymore
60. Drinking:no
62. Listening to:kiss me by the cranberries (one of my fave bands!!!)
63. Waiting for:a text or chat
Your Future:
64. Want kids: let’s see hahaha!
65. Get married: maybe hahaha!
66. Career:marketing director/manager/marketer you name it!
Which is better?
67. Lips or eyes: lips
68. Hugs or kisses: both!
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach
73. Sensitive or confident: confident
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
Have you ever:
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone’s heart: yes
82. Been arrested: yes (by an mmda because of that “not visible” one way sign, ugh!)
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes
Do you believe in:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: no
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: never
91. Kiss on the first date: yes? hahaha!
92. Angels: before, i kinda doubt if there really are angels
Answer truthfully:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no (im loyal)
95. Did you sing today: Yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody: no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: no, i wont “time-travel”
98. The moment you would choose to relive: our manor time
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: kind of
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: no
Like eating together, drinking (juice!) together, sharing stories together, laughing, dreaming, loving… ♥
(via daniellelalala)
At Club Punta Fuego during JB’s 18th Birthday.
3 days and 2 nights swimming with friends!!
Photos taken by Joreza Baptista and Mhi Lozada.
